Conflict of interest..

my family n my field of interest..
work vs study vs family
to pursue in my career or not?
Am I in the right track?
Oo..please ya Allah, please show me n guide me through this..
Oo..Allah, totally I'm lost in my self...
how am I to cope better?
how am I to run everything under my responsibilities?
can I?

cheese cake..kak chik

dapat buat cheese cake ngan kak chik aritu..;)
Bahan2:
biskut marie (1/3 of 1 packet) or biskut oreo without the cream
sedikit marjerin/butter
250g of cream cheese
500g of philadelphia cheese
3 eggs
1 cups of sugar

Method:
1. pecah2kan biskut marie pakai lesung batu katsatu bekas.
2. panaskan marjerin/butter atas api then bubuh atas biskut..tempek2 kat base of loyang..bagi rata..loyang ni dalam 18-20cm
3. then, masuk dlam peti ais..bagi sejuk.
4. putar gula campur philadelphia cheese selama 15 minit..sampai gelembung n gebu..jgn berhenti.
5. then, masuk cream cheese...putar lagi...
6. then masuk telur satu persatu..putar lagi
7. sementara tu, preheat oven 15o degree..
8. pour atas base tadi..
9. then, bakar 1 jam sampai kekuningan.. boleh celup ngan lidi..tapi jgn bukak selalu oven..lebih kurang 45minit, check..
10. InsyaAllah, bole cuba lagi..

our life

Dear love,
There are a lot of uncertainty in life, where our hopes lie best..and I pray everyday for Allah to give me us the best..
Sometimes, in life we would encounter other people with different opinion, different way of life or rather different priority in life..sometimes we crushed in others feelings..or sometimes we might hate each other for that too..as for those that we love, they crushed our heart even more.. but running away from ur own feeling was not a good solution..it's hard to forgive and forget..but please try..;)
Allah made us so different so that we can learn from each other..not to hate each other. Because nobody is perfect..You are not perfect, neither do I.but, we are trying to be our best.. we are trying to make our world a better place to be.. Jack do a lot of talk but no action done.. We always talk about what is good and what is bad.. but when thing stress out, our ego was so tall just to admit that we did wrong too..
Yes, they wronged you..Yes, they don't trust you..Yes, they were prejudiced about you..Face it..and try to prove that they were in wrong..prove that you can be trusted. For you ARE..and most of all, I TRUST YOU..

Kek Chocolate resepi Mak Temah

Bahan2:
1. 1cawan koko
2. setengah cawan gula
3. satu cawan air
(masak bawah api yg kecil sampai tak berketul2)
4. 250g tepung naik sendiri atau tepung gandum campur 11/3 sudu teh soda bikarbonat (diayak)
5. 5 biji telur
6. 360g marjerin

Cara2 membuatnya:
1. masak koko
2. Putar marjerin + telur dalam mesin pemutar
3. Bila dah sebati, masuk telur satu persatu, gaul sampai sebati (nanti dia jadi gebu)
4. lepas tu, masukkan koko dan tepung secara berselang-seli
5. basuh loyang, keringkan then letak marjerin pastu tabur tepung..
6. masukkan adunan dalam loyang
7. preheat oven..bakar dlm suhu 175 selama 45 minit..
8. Pastu, boleh letak topping dia..(mak letak coklat buku yg dihiris, koko, milo n susu pekat manis then cairkan, bila dah sejuk letak atas kek)
Bukannya apa, kek chocolate Mak Temah memang sedap..bila kitaorg balik raya dtg rumah dia..memang nak rasa kek dia..hehe..;)

Hari Raya Pertama..

Seronoknyer tahun ni dpt beraya di Perak..lebih tepat lagi, Kg Tualang Sekah, Kampar..hehe..sbb selalu tak ingat nama kampung abg..semua ada kecuali Kak Chik jer..seronok betul wafi..
Tahun ni, instead of ketupat, ummi belajar buat lemang ;)seronok tu sebab buat kerja gotong-royong, sambil bual2..kenal hati budi masing2..
Walaupun, ummi tak berapa kenal sedara abg, tapi ummi belajar memahami salasilah keluarga abg yg ramai..
Yang paling seronok dpt buat kek chocolate respi Mak Temah (betul ke nama gelaran dia?) hehe.. buat ngan mak the day nak balik Muar..;) byk lagi yg nak dipelajari nih..

Seronoknyer jadi ummi ;)

Seronoknyer bila wafi dah boleh sebut ummi n abi..
Seronoknyer bila dapat mandikan wafi..
Seronoknyer bila wafi minta pujuk kalo merajuk..
Seronoknyer bila wafi minta peluk bila nak tido..
Seronoknyer bila wafi makan ummi suap..
Seronoknyer bila wafi teman ummi masak..
(",)
Seronoknyer nanti bila wafi dah pandai cakap..

Sabar je la bila wafi babab ummi..
Sabar jer la ila wafi tarik rambut ummi..
Sabar jer la bila wafi tak nak makan..
Sabar jer la bila wafi makan kecah2..
Sabar jer la bila wafi babab adik..
Sabar jer la bila wafi demam..
Sabar jer la bila wafi kena bisul..
Sabar jer la bila wafi kena buli..
sabar jer la bila wafi sepah2kan umah..
sabar jer la bila wafi nak main air kat bilik mandi..
Sabar jer la bila wafi muntah dalam kereta..

Seronoknyer jadi ummi.. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah..

My breastfeeding journey 2nd edition..

Wow, it's great.. Alhamdulillah, trying to make breastmilk stock for my working time..I'm using Medela Freestyle and I love it so much.. I hope can maintain breastfeeding my baby as long as I can..Initially I only got 1 oz then slowly 2 oz and currently 3 oz..oh, I love it. It doesn't hurt at all..
May Allah give me the strength to be in this line of ibadah as long as possible..
For those out there..who is still trying to find their own breastpump.. medela is the best..;)